Monday, June 28, 2010

Enter 100% into the Ad-Deen and Sincerety to Allah SWT

I magnify Allah for His greatness,
The sustainer of all living creature
The omniwise, the great ruler and the all-knower...the gifter of knowledge, the great muraabbi...
You love your slave more than a mother love her baby
You love me Allah, that you dont want anything i do on this world may destroy my soul and myself emotionally and physically.
Ya Allah, keep myself under your great love and please dont let me to go astray.
Protect myself and please strengthen my feeling toward your couragement and please put myself away from anything that may degrade myself.

I am nobody without Allah
i feel safe under your protection....

Monday, June 14, 2010

My future plans

Hidup didunia hanya sementara dan akhirat kekal selamanye
sesungguhnya kehidupan di akhirat jauh lebih baek berbanding dunia
perancangan di dunia haruslah selari dengan persediaan ke alam akhirat
smga tergolong dlm golongan hamba yg beruntung...

Selagi ingat boleh dilistkan

1.melawat Edinburgh in winter
2.meet jews
3.specialist doctor
4.vacation on cruise
5.travel all around the world
6.belayar on my own yatch or my family nye yatch
7.study in UK
8.finish Al Quran recitation(master)
9.have soleh and solehah anak and of course solehah wife
10.perform Hajj
11.ladang and cottage percutian
12.read approximately 1000 books before 30 years old
13.become millionaire b4 35 years old
14.beautiful heart
15.be better than any prof in my University
16.enter palestine peacefully
17.to be in zaman kegemilangan islam
18.front line person in biotechnolgy development
19.share holder of multinational hospital
20.Tan Sri Dr Mohd Salman Subra Mullisi
21.zuhud with my harta and kekayaan dan status
22.treat people equally

Sunday, June 13, 2010

To a beautiful painting that lives in the eyes

Time is clocking and there is not much to loose


Jerusalem, the old city of hundred beloved prophet...where Al Aqsa is situated....longing of my heart to be there penetrate my soul..i can feel the love of thousand soul who liberated Palestine some time ago ..they presented a thousand kisses which remained at the gate of premises. My old city of Jerusalem, my sweetheart...i hope i can be there with thousand brave muslim who come again and liberate you as what Umar Al Khattab RA and Salehuddin Al'Ayubi did.
I will come for you with my sincere iman and my pure love toward you...Allah please grant my wish...mytyr is my desire...There is no beauty other than be your slave and die on to the way of Allah.
Please lead me to straight path...Al-Jannah is my dream and my love toward Rasullulah SAW.
Allah you are so beautiful
I am stunted to your creation
Subhanallah, there is no God except Allah
Al-Quds, if you are going to be the land where my body will be buried, its my honour to be buried in the land of my beloved prophet and blessed land by Allah
The land of mikraj, Jerusalem the city of 1st Qiblah
Palestine, you are my Jihad and struggle..longing of my heart toward Jerusalem is developed day by day
Let me be your liberator
walk on this world and touch as many as people heart...longing of muslim will be end in very soon
Subhanallah...please grant my wish Ya Allah
There is no creature more supreme other than Allah...
Allah please engulf my heart becoz i dont want to be lonely anymore
Ya Allah, you are so beutifull
You are the greatest lover
Engulf my heart with your love and i shall never turn to other love
let me love to whom will bring my love and your love toward your eternall love alone
may Allah bless my life.
becof every good deed on this world brings rahmah

Nurturing the Passion to Care

Friday, June 11, 2010

Supplication

Ya Allah forgive me coz of my sin
Im a lonely creature without your love and attention
Im searching for humanly love more than your love alone
Forgive me my dear Lord
Every a step i take toward her love, i will take on thousand steps away from your love
Forgive me my dear Lord
Coz u re true lover of  your creature
and you creating me feeling of love to tell me how your love is so great to me and all of your creature
Forgive me my Lord
You are great lover to your slave
You give me the feeling of jealousy to tell me how you are jealous when i turn away your love when you are loving me more than i do
Subhanallah, Please forgive my sin and my unjust did to you and my soul
Ya Allah, please bring my life to a life which you blessed and do give me the best out of my life
Ya Allah, please give me shealter so that i can be on the str8 path navigating my life away on this  world
Ya Allah, i know and always knew that your love alone can bring me to the highest satisfaction of becoming a slave on this world
Ya Allah, please forgive me and please forgive me over and over again
Coz you are omni wise and omni blesser and lover..
You mentioned to me in your qalam of AlQuran that you are the Lord of great love and forgiver
You give me hope and you always give me great hope so that i will always turn back to you my Lord
Your love is endless and you always be able to accept me as your slave as i commit sin to you
Forgive my soul and my body O' my Lord
Please forgive her as i know im the one must lead the life of a muslimah
Her heart is soft as silk and i must guide her to the way which you bless
Forgive her and please Ya Allah, give the best to her life as im not be able to do so becoz you are the best giver to your creature.
Ya Allah, my heart is so lonely now, please engulf me with your love and i mean no turn away from your love
Subhanallah, im crying becoz i know my sincere heart is asking from your directly to you and i know you are been hearing what i want from you right now
i feel so close to you and i dont want to lose this feeling again Ya Allah
Ya Allah please forgive me, and please take care of me for always
Sometime i dont want to live on this world then i asked for syahid from you
World is too tough for me my Lord, thanks for your test and i know you love me and then you give me tests.

Nurturing The passion to Care

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Kasih SayangMu aku dambakan Ya Allah

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Dan orang-orang yang beriman serta beramal soleh - (dengan tidak menjadi keberatan kepada mereka, kerana) Kami tidak memberati diri seseorang (dengan kewajipan) melainkan sekadar yang terdaya olehnya, - merekalah ahli Syurga, mereka kekal di dalamnya.

·         Sebagai seorang islam kita harus yakin bahawa semua usaha kita untuk kebaikan agama Allah adalah satu usaha yang mulia dan Allah memandang usaha kita dan mengurniakan kita balasan syurga jika kita ikhlas dan sabar menjalankannya
·         Walaupun kita merasa penat dan lelah dengan segala usaha kita terhadap agama, tetap yakinlah bahawa pertolongan Allah adalah sangat dekat kepada orang yang menolong agama Allah.
·         Kita harus yakin, usaha kita pada hari ini dapat menyediakan sebuah kehidupan yang diberkati pada masa hadapan
·         Inshallah, Allah tidak akan membebankan hambaNya melebihi kemampuan yang ada pada seorang hamba itu
·         Jangan merasa lemah dan tidak berdaya, sesungguhnya kamu mampu melaksanakan tanggungjawab yang diberi
·         Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa-dosaku terhadap segala amanah yang Engkau berikan yang mana ak tidak mampu menjalankan dengan baik dan sempurna
·         Ampunkan lah aku atas kelalaianku
·         Aku selalu penat untuk menjalankan amanahMu padaku, tetapi aku tidak pernah akan berhenti untukMu
·         Sesungguhnya aku mendambakan kasih sayangMu Ya Allah
·         Pandanglah diriku yang hina ini, aku lemah tanpa berkatmu, tanpa sokonganMu
·         Kuatkanlah jiwaku terhadap agamaMu
·         Aku memohon keampunan terhadap jiwaku yang lemah dan jahil
·         Aku berlindung padaMu daripada sifat marah dan mudah berprasangka buruk

Aku Redha terhadap ketentuanMu

Nurturing The Passion to Care

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Its About Journey

Alhamdullilah, segala puji dan syukur kepada Allah...Rabb yang menguasai sekalian alam. KekuasaanNya mencakupi segenap alam ciptaanNya dan tiada sebesar zarah pun makhlukNya dapat melarikan diri daripada genggaman kekuasaanNya..Sungguh Allah itu Maha Pengasih dan Maha penyayang kepada makhlukNya...tidak dibiarkan makhlukNya berdiri sendiri di atas muka bumi lantas Allah menyediakan segala keperluan makhlukNya sedang Allah tahu bahawa makhlukNya adalah sangat lemah dan Allah jua yang Maha Agung Maha Bijaksana...Allah tidak pernah mengabaikan makhlukNya walaupun sedetik waktu berpusing..Manusia yang lemah mendapat tarbiyah dariNya untuk terus kuat serta tabah menghadapi dunia yang penuh dugaan serta rintangan...