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21st July 2010

I was waking up from sleep, it was 6. am in the morning...after the fajr prayer, i was thinking to settle the task given by uncle Azlishah from Aqsa Syarif. It was the wording for banner to promote the society of Presint 9 Putrajaya to attend a talk about Palestine awareness..
So i decided to go our nearest 'pekan' what we called as Bandar Permaisuri to have internet connection so that i can send the email to uncle Azlishah...i told my mother to use the car and she asked me to send the car to carwash..i said alrite.

When i went to Bandar Permaisuri, i left my car at carwash and went to CC to serve the internet..
about having 30 minutes at the CC, i went to the carwash to take my car and the car dont seem yet finished been washed..so i waited for another 20 minutes and i asked them to use their room to pray Zuhr...

It was late, i need to take my mother at school and my nenek at home, so that i can take them to Bandar Jertih...so after the car has been washed, i speed my car to our home and str8 to my mother's school to take my mother

During the travel to school, my nenek told me that she always wear seat belt whenever she board car...ahah..i never realized that. owh i see...that is good, more safer i told her.

When we had arrived at school, my mother came to car and i told her the fuel indicator had showed the red sign which mean we need to refill it. owh maan, we were totally unaware about it untill we have passed over the gas station so many kilometres ahead.., my mother who 1st realized expressed her concern and called via handphone my father to ask whether this fuel is enuf to travell another kilometre before reaching nearest gas station but unluckily he was not reacheable...hurm,

so i told my mother, okeh we will find a grocceries shop along our way so that we can have petrol as reserved b4 reaching the petrol station..the grocceries usually sell the petrol in small amount for the use of motorcycle and of course not for car..but we were really desperate.

so i stopped over at 2 shops and asked for petrol and they said we have no petrol and they referred my to a shop just opposite to a primary school just maybe 50 metres away..and i thanked them for helping

when i drove my car to the petrol shop, i made a right corner without giving the right signal(which the only thing i felt i am guilty for causing the accident)  but of course the car who crashed us was so fast which i think too fast in front of school area?

when i made a right corner to stop at the petrol shop, just a time fewer than a second , i heard a high pitched tyre braking and suddenly without i cant see the car coming from my right crashed my anterior right of our car and moved our car a few metres from the crash site. i can hear my mother scream in shock and my nenek was so calm that i dont hear she scream or anything from back of our car..my mother was so shocked that she cried beside me on the passenger seat...

during the skidding phase, the time was like paused for a moment that i can see my mother and nenek every moment until the car had stopped from moving..i was like so awake and quite shocked and i was thinking so much, owh my, really i am in accident site, i was crashed, alhamdullilah everyone was save in my car, what will happen next, Ya Allah..You want to test me, i repeatedly said astagfirullah to ask forgiveness from Allah...that was the moment just a few second before i went out from our car and went to see the driver who crashed our car..

The driver was saved and he uttering harsh words while trying to get out from his damage car to me as a sign of anger because he think im alone that caused the accident.i never been in this situation before was so calm and tranquilised because i think come what may, may Allah help us and i was so relieved that everyone was saved..i dont take so much concerned been verbally assault by those men and i repeatedly asked for forgiveness of what had happened.. he had no injuries accept his eyes were red because his head been pushed back by the airbag.

i had my pterion injured and my blood vessel around it expanded maybe because my head was banged to the the glass window of the door that the window smashed into pieces..i had my right elbow bleeding becoz the smashed window has cut my superficial skin and my 1st toe scrathes mayb coz of friction between the brake paddle or power paddle..i was not in pain until i was on my mother shool's van which took us home..