Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Allah maha Pemurah terhadap hambaNya

Ya Allah, jadikanlah diriku ibarat seekor kucing kepada tuannya terhadap perhubunganku denganMu ya Allah, sesungguhnya kucing selalu mengharap ihsan daripada tuannya di kala ia lapar tanpa perasaan malu kerana dia tahu tuannya akan memberi makan walaupun terpaksa mengiau berjam-jam, begitu juga denganMu ya Allah, engkau pengurnia segala kebaikan, maka bermurahlah kepadaku kerana aku tidak mungkin mampu berdiri dengan diriku sendiri, aku akan sentiasa meminta daripadaMu terhadap kekuranganku...

 Bila memikirkan pasal kucing nie, teringat satu video yang menyayatkan hati, anak kucing yang lemah, di hentak, dipukul, di tonyah2 dengan payung dek seorang pemuda berbangsa cina di hadapan sebuah camera cctv dengan kejam, nampaknya manusia tidak berhati perut ini bukan sahaja seronok berbuat demikian malah nampaknya sengaja melakukan demikian kerana dia tahu aksinya dirakam oleh cctv...aku melihat manusia sudah hilang pertimbangan terhadap tanggungjawab mereka mengurus alam ini, katakanlah dia bukan beragama islam...maka kebodohon apakah yang ada di dalam fikiran serta kekeringan perikemanusian apakah yang menyebabkan dia sanggup menzalimi haiwan yang tidak bersalah serta comel itu untuk merasakan segala penderitaan serta kesakitan yang tidak terperi itu, Ya Allah..., kekejaman apakah ini terhadap makhlukMu..



Allah swt telah mencipta manusia untuk menjadi khalifah di atas muka bumi ini, untuk beribadah kepadaNya serta mengurus alam ini mengikut perintahNya, tanggungjawab manusia ini tidak terbatas terhadap kalangan manusia sekekelilingnya malah merangkumi makhluk2 Allah seperti haiwan serta pokok2 serta hidupan liar tidak mengira di daratan atau lautan...

Haiwan2, tumbuh-tumbuhan semuanya patuh serta mengakui manusia adalah sebagai pemimpin mereka, mereka patuh kepada manusia dengan mengeluarkan kebaikan serta manfaat kepada manusia, mereka sebagai makhluk yang dipimpin meletakkan harapan kepada manusia untuk menjaga serta memastikan kebajikan mereka terjaga...

kita melihat kepada kucing itu sendiri, pernahkan kita memikirkan...kucing2 liar kelaparan...mereka tidak mampu untuk berfikir bagaimana caranya membuat makanan, berniaga untuk mencari sesuap nasi  lagi kah jauh daripada kebolehan mereka, aku melihat kucing kelaparan serta liar mencari-cari sedikit makanan untuk mengalas perut mereka, kucing itu hanya mampu merayu manusia2 yang rakus memenuhkan perut mereka sendiri tanpa mereka memperdulikan nasib kucing2 itu, membiarkan kucing itu kelaparan!! dimanakah perikemanusian seorang yang bergelar pemimpin kepada makhluk di bwah pimpinannya tidak mengira kucing atau haiwan atau makhluk2 lainnya,

aku melihat pandangan kucing itu seolah-olah kecewa dengan pemimpin mereka, manusia yang tidak mempunyai simpati pada mereka...aku melihat kesedihan pada wajah kucing mengharapkan manusia yang bergelar khalifah ini sedar akan mereka, kucing ini meletakkan manusia sebagai pembela nasib mereka...
adakah mereka kecewa dengan manusia sebagai harapan mereka...??



Ya Allah, manusia...sudahlah tidak membela nasib makhluk lemah ini, malah mereka menzalimi makhluk2 Mu ini dengan menyakiti mereka hanya untuk kepuasan hati semata-mata...Ya Allah, sesungguhnya setiap makhlukMu mempunyai cara tersendiri untuk meluahkan kesedihan mereka padaMu, maka kucing2 itu pasti akan mengadu akan nasib mereka, serta kebajikan mereka tidak dipedulikan oleh para pemimpin mereka yang bergelar manusia, malah menzalimi mereka pula, buka kanlah minda serta lihatlah kepada makhluk Allah selain kucing ini, berapa banyakkah lagi kezaliman2x manusia terhadap makhluk Allah...

Put in your heart, and defend them(animal and all the creatures) whenever you can...give them shelter and give them some food, they will make dua' for you those who take care of them with Allah blessing...subhanallah, Allah is the great lover to His creature that He sustains every need of His creature without stop and endlessly until the day of judgement.


Nurturing the Passion to Care

Monday, March 14, 2011

The faces of Muslim

ooh Allah!!! please forgive me for letting such face of muslim people in sadness...
what am i doing to see this muslim faces??, where every breath they may take, i can smell the odour of patience inside their soul...

Ya Allah, it is the same old tent that not changes over the past 60 years, it is the same wound that become more painfull since the zionis shows their brutality to the native people of Palestine...

what am i doing to wipe off the tears from this childre's face and return back the happiness which she never feel for the entire of her life..what is happiness, it is undefined feeling cant be obtained for a girl living in the reign of brutality and oppression by the zionis and its allies for more than 60 years

Ya Allah, please lead me to be the liberator of Jerusalem and strengthen my heart to seek for truth and walking on this earth to touch people's heart to help this movement of liberation of Palestine from endless despair and sadness...

Ya Allah, show me the way and strengthen my heart toward standing up for people of Palestine with my voice and my words...becoz i weak without your guidance, strengthen me with your taufiq and hidayah, please accept my dua' and make it easy for me to execute it... please put me in the str8 path because i am the soul who trapped in a worldly physical admiration, Ya Allah, lead my heart into loving the way of your commandment and take away the world from my heart because i know the life in the hereafter is so so so much better as compared to the life on this world...make patience in my heart and show me the way of truth to enter you paradise ,and i shall never disappointed of following your guidance...i know, i know...i always know that i will never feel sorry if i do something for the sake of you, Ya Allah , strengthen my niat for you and lead me to the str8 path of islam....

I want to be the liberator of muslim in Palestine, ameen Ya Allah
show me the sweetness of this struggle and win me over people who will underestimate this fight...Ya Allah please motivate my heart for it....ameeen


Nurturing the Passion to Care

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Im in love with my future wife

Sound like im going get married really soon rite??
the truth is nope...i ve not choose anyone else to be my spouse, not yet i can see her from every faces i meet in my university, i just not sure who is she...but i know, she must be the most best person Allah has written for me in the book of destiny(Lauh mahfuz), a woman who will take care of me and my children with love and understanding given by Allah SWT.

why woman i give this title for her is becoz??, i know she must be a full responsible woman, adult and mature enuf to think for her children and her husband...she will guard her modesty and respect for me of my status of the leader of family..she will respect me even if she is having better qualification than i am becoz she will always understand that Allah has give her, me as her husband so that i will be guiding her throughout her life so that both of us will be united happily ever after until AlJannah..inshallah :)

Allah has choosed me, the best woman so that i can always motivate myself to keep on repairing myself to be best for her too... i cant expect to have  really2 good wife if i cant make myself a good husband for such a great wife.. :) im preparing myself to greet her soon as my only and best wife in my lifee

i always dreaming of having solehah and soleh daughter and son someday...they will be my coolness of the eyes, and my wife will be their mother which will help me in guiding my children toward being a good muslim and muslimah when they are growing adult soon..ameeen Ya Allah!!!

Allah has stated in divine book AlQuran that a good man meant for a good women

"Vile women for vile men, and vile men for vile women; and virtuous women for virtuous men, and virtuous men for virtuous women; such are innocent of what these people say; for them are forgiveness, and an honourable sustenance." [An-Nur:26]

     Ya Allah, kurniakan daku dari kalangan hambaMu, seorang isteri yang solehah serta mampu menjadi ibu kepada anak-anakku agar dia mampu memberikan contoh sebagai wanita yang menjaga maruah diri serta keluarga untuk membina sebuah keluarga yang bahagia mendapat redha serta keberkatan dariMu Ya Allah pengurnia segala kebaikan...Ya Allah jadikan lah isteriku penyejuk pada pandangan mataku serta menjadi ubat untuk hati yang gundah gulana, kerana bagiMu, jika Engkau ingin memberikan kebaikan kepada hambaMu maka tiada makhluk pun yang mampu menghalang atau menyekat kebaikan itu kepada hamba2Mu yang Engkau ingin kurniakan kebaikan...maka sebaliknya, jauhkan lagi aku daripada kemurkaaan daripadaMu atas kelalaianku..ameen

i would love her and protect her dignity becoz Allah has put responsible on me so that i will love and give what she need until for the rest of her life, and she will in return help me to be a good husband and good muslim as a daie for my family and people around me, inshallah
she will advice me of what is wrong and help me to serve Allah and we will pray and make dua to each other so that both of us will be in Jannah by abiding to Allah's commandment navigating our life...inshallah

Nurturing the Passion to Care

Sunday, March 6, 2011

i wish to have the most beautiful heart i could be

I know Allah has guide us to be best of humankind by following the divine book of AlQuran...

i wish i could stay patience even if someone scold me unnecassarily
i wish i can be steady if anyone hates me
i wish i can smile even if i am in great despair
i wish i can remove all my hatred even if i angry to someone
i wish i can talk to people who i love and respect as much as possible to please them
i wish i can remove my jealousy and negative thinking toward something irrelevant
i wish i can make other understand that i really dont want to hurt their feeling if they take care of my feeling and even if someone hurt me then i ve no intention to do something bad to them so that i can please my heart
i wish i can please everybody by not hurting their feeling
i wish i can stay calm and cool everytime i am angry with something
i wish i can stay away from hatred
i wish to make everyone has good feeling about me
i wish Allah will give me taufiq and hidayah so that i am naturally passionate about other feeling
i wish i can throw away my superiority and ego so that i can make people easy with me
i wish i can be more generous among Allah's creature including human being
i wish i can make my lecturer happy everyday
i wish i can make my sibling happy everytime they see me
i wish i can make my nephew/niece happy and inspire to do something good
i wish i can keep my head down and take advice openly
i wish i can stop from hating and be hated
i wish i can make people around me comfortable and benefited from me
i wish i can turn the room around into a joyful and meaningful time for everyone
i wish i can smile everyday to my friend
i wish i can be superbly active and attentive everyday whether to class and also to friend
i wish i can be truer to myself and people around me
i wish i can say the truth even if it is very hard to say
i wish i can be confident with myself and respect other opinion as well
i wish i can talk more passionately to people i know and make them feel close to me heart to heart

may Allah make it easy for me,
Ya Allah perbaiki lah akhlakku kerana ia adalah panduan kepada kehidupanku
Ya Allah, aku lemah dan tidak berdaya tanpa petunjuk dan hidayah daripadaMu
Ameeen



Nurturing the Passion to Care

S.I.L.E.N.T if you have no thing/good thing to say

Im a silent, almost speechless around people...but im not stupid to keep silent, sometime i felt that i dont really suit to join a conversation, sometime i think i ve no idea what to say and i dont want to interfere the thing which im not soo sure, sometime people talk funny things about other and they really enjoy doing that and im almost feel im doing the same sin by listening to those kind of conversation...i ve no intention to show my superiority by talking a lot and try to impress people and i really hate people who are like that... talk too much and doing nothing about it...we call it as "tau cakap saje, tapi buatnya xde"

sometime if i keep silent, i dont want to share what im thinking becoz it is meant only for me, i keep it to myself and try to rationalize what is good and what is bad...sometime we may make funny of ourselves by sharing something which is illogical and out of imagination, we should appreciate our imagination by giving yourself some moment of silent to think about it throughly

sometime people are trying to get someone attention by talking a lot and almost absurd things and sinfull, make other like you by talking bad thing about other people is the sins that you may commit...it is indeed to fun to make fun of other people but we are as a muslim must not say bad thing/something which may make the person who are you talk about feel sad and insulted if he know you are saying that to them....anything would be...Rasullulah SAW has forbid us not to say bad about other from his narration:


Prophet Muhammad  said :"Do you know what backbiting is?" They said, "God and His Messenger know best." He then said, "It is to say something about your brother that he would dislike." Someone asked him, "But what if what I say is true?" The Messenger of God  said, "If what you say about him is true, you are backbiting him, but if it is not true then you have slandered him." (Muslim)


hurm, from this hadith...we cant even talk something bad about other even if it is true...astagfirullah!!!

      i also keep silent to think about something and sometime i keep silent to let other talk and share...a good listener will always stay silent and keep the other talking and you are more upper hand in a good relationship..people will appreciate you of your attentiveness to listen to other.

Life has given you...Alhamdullilah for the ni'mah





Today, you are a little wiser,
truer to yourself,
and more confident and comfortable
than you were the year before.
You are stronger and deeper on the inside
because of the experiences life has given you,
and softer around the edges because of the things
you have let go of along the way.
You are clearer about your dream
sand your purpose…
…and richer because of the laughter,
love, and friendship you have shared.
And the gifts you have gathered
just make you all the more beautiful.









Ambillah waktu untuk berfikir,itu ialah sumber kekuatan,
Ambillah waktu untuk bermain,itu ialah rahsia dari masa muda yang abadi,
Ambillah waktu untuk berdoa,itu ialah sumber untuk ketenangan,
Ambillah waktu untuk belajar,itu ialah sumber untuk kebijaksanaan,
Ambillah waktu untuk mencintai dan dicintai,itu ialah hak istimewa yang diberikan Tuhan,
Ambillah waktu untuk bersahabat,itu ialah jalan untuk menuju kebahagiaan,
Ambillah waktu untuk tertawa,itu ialah musik yang menggetarkan hati,
Ambillah waktu untuk memberi,itu membuat diri terasa bererti,
Ambillah waktu untuk bekerja,itu ialah nilai untuk keberhasilan,
Ambillah waktu untuk beramal,itu ialah kunci utama menuju ke syurga

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Salaam

Soothing to the heart, motivation for my soul