Thursday, March 25, 2010

I choose the love of Allah


Alhamdullilah, today activities were done quite smoothly and i dun hv very packed timetable, from morning until evening everythng was amazing...after finished my Endocrinology class went back to College which i mean Street Mall campus from Main Campus to continue my reading on Slides which have been provided by lecturer.. i studied until 4.4o pm and after that hazim took me to the cyberpark to attend my usrah with saleh. we were discussing about the orientation program which will be conducted to our coming junior this coming MEI and b4 that we have our AlQuran recitation from surah Al-Buruj. Surah Al-Buruj contains a story about a young man who was very smart and talented among his peer at that time which he was offered by his King to learn about Magic hoping that he will replace the old royal sorcerer which was his Guru...for all this while, he was learning from the sorcerer many magic knowledges and he learned so fast and excellent..

One day, when he was walking back home, he met with a ulama who offered him to teach him about religious knowledge regarding oneness of Allah...he then accepted those offer and start to learn from both of his teacher...in one day he will go to both of his teachers and learn both of the knowledges from them...The ulama told the young man not to tell anyone that he is learning knowledge of Tauhid from him so that the king would not know about this..and of course if the king knows about this and the teach about oneness to god other than the king himself , the king will not hesitate to kill the people who worship other god other than himself...

to shorten the story, the king knew about this and became very unhappy and angry...he asked his royal guard to bring the ulama to the castle and kill the ulama...but the young man was hardly to be killed because he got very good knowledge to protect himself from get killed...the king had tried so many ways to kill the young man but not so much affected..the young man offered the king a very easy way on how to kill him...then he told the king to gather all the people in his country and and watch him during the killing session...he also told the king to use arrow and bow along while uttering the phrase "in the name of Allah the god of this young man" and then release the arrow str8 to his chest then he can be killed, the only way which the king can use to kill the young man.

The king did as what the young man told and while the king releasing the arrow from the bow he shouted loudly into the air ''in the name of Allah, the god of this young man'' and right after that, the young man died instantly by Allah's will...soon after that, subhanallah...many of the people who came to see the prosecution of the young man death penalty became the believer and worship oneness of Allah...

from this story, what i can take for my own reflection are:

1.we as a youth generation must be very talented and enthusiastic to seek for knowledges
2.we must learn as much as we can, but we must know both good and bad side of our knowledges
3.we must obey our teacher order
4.we must practise our knowledges so that it will not be wasted
5.we must always think on how to spread the dakwah on this surface of earth to all human being
6.we must ready to sacrifice our own wealth and even life in order to spread Allah's commandments.
7.even as a sponsored student by my own goverment and someday you found out your goverment is corrupt, we must not support that kind of goverment.
8.we must be very confident of what we are learned and try to figure out its truth by practising it on our daily life.


After that, we continued our usrah by sharing experiences of the past and it was so fun and calm...
we were surrounded by many shady tress at that park and people were jogging and walking around that park...the wind blows and the lake produced calm water ripple backgrounded by shiny flashes of evening sunlight touch smoothly on our face...

Indeed it is with remembrance of Allah that the heart enter into the state of traquility
surah (Al-R'ad:28)
“(Iaitu) orang-orang yang beriman dan tenang tenteram hati mereka dengan zikrullah”.
Ketahuilah dengan “zikrullah” itu, tenang tenteramlah hati manusia.

after usrah, we went to MMU to have our dinner, and maghrib prayer, im asking ivan to find me surau so that we can perform our solah inside his hostel, he 1stly offered us to pray in his room and then he figured out that there is a surau just above his room level..so he took us there and we prayed at MMU hostel.
after that went home and i slept until 12.oo am and have my bath and perform isyak prayer...i feel so much tranquilised after perform the solat sunat taubat as i know i ve been doing a lot of sin to Allah..i ve been injusticed to my soul and Allah...i seek Your guidance so that im not go astray navigating my life on this worldly life which is not eternally provide me with love, health, happiness and love..

"sesungguhnya kehidupan di akhirat jauh lebih baik berbanding kehidupan di dunia"


Allah berfirman dan berpesan kepada hamba yang dikasihiNya:

Kejarlah akhirat tetapi jangan dilupakan dunia

Ya Allah,
Engkau curahkan keberkatan kepada kedua ibubapaku sebagaimana mereka telah mencurahkan kasih sayang mereka kepada kami.

curahkan kasih sayangmu kepadaku supaya aku tidak lagi mencari kasih sayang manusia yang bakal menjauhkan diriku daripadamu kerana "i want to choose the love of Allah more than humanly love alone"

Amiin...


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